no fb ppl online. ):



when i want to talk to them so badly.

I just read ZM's blog. And I feel like privatising my blog too. But it's very mafan... So shall forget it, for the time-being. Unless I really need it.


DAMN. (It's just a substitution for 'fuck'.)



I got 0/12, 4/12, 5/25 for SS tests. And what's the best thing? I studied for those tests.

I lost a zhongjimima game and I did something everyone thought was disgusting.


Kyou la. I hardly hate my life but yeah, I feel like a loser saying it now. How can I be such a bitch. I am not those suckers who will slit wrists, but I feel so - that I don't even feel like eating.

(fuck!) how can i be such a loser? ...............................

SAKAE TODAY WAS COOL. But well, my diet.... T.T

Played some number/mind games, Weilin could read my mind! :D A memorable meal!

I shall skip porridge today as a punishment for eating so much earlier. Aizx.


Sung songs with lame doods today. -.- They're forever lame! But that's fun. I'm still looking for a Vanessa Hudgens. Nobody wanted to be. WE'RE SOARING!!!

(Ms) [*respect] LMM stopped scolding. Why? (Mdm) [*respect again] Kala scolded me for my two 'feelers' down today, not really scolded la, she mentioned. Hey, I didn't even know she was refering to me please, I was still lecturing Ashley. Sian, so paiseh. -.-

I very long never swear already! (Ignore the Singlish)

Ok, shall try to read my book and not sleep so early. They say sleeping after meals- it's the easiest way to grow fat. I am on a diet.

I love you peeps. :D

"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.You'll be the prince and I'll be the princessIt's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

I WANT TO GO OUT AND PLAY!!!!!!!


Damn sian can... And I've been eating!!!

Blardy Hiao. YESTERDAY I FAILED MY STANDING BROAD JUMP!!! Eeeeeeee. (How to jump?) The ass behind me jumped so far somemore.


Walauu! Angry.

(I should stop whining to everyone in class.)


'ASHLEY, YOUR MOM PAY SCHOOL FEES FOR YOU TO COME SCHOOL SLEEP IS IT!' (Have been lecturing Ashley with Manfred and Chewei -.-)

Literature, Physics, SS test were all shit.

Damn! Yesterday Mac, just now Fish&Co. I forgot about my diet, AGAIN!

Walking up to stage...

Daniel: Is this the actual performance?
Me: DUH!
Daniel: :O

Daniel's so cute, like me. LOLOLOLOLOL.


Syf made my fever go away~~ GOOD.

I WANT TO SCREAM I WANT TO SCREAM I WANT TO SCREAM

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !


Syf is finally over, and we got Silver! Yeah, we lost it two years ago, and now we got it back! Omg, a huge sense of achievement. We've heard Ms Ong and other conductors saying we were not bad, but we still have to hear it for ourselves.

You know what's the sweetest thing? Qianci Germaine Jiaying and co. went all the way to VCH to support us! I love them. Really! :D Umairah Afiq Innmay Tricia came too :D

Thank you Alicia for giving me Strepsils and Honey Lemon. Thank you Rachel and Darra for the cupcakes!


Ate spaghetti/cakes with Ms Zaidah and Guifang and Jesslyn and Alicia and Charmaine and Liyana and Eliz. Oh! I've TOTALLY forgotten about my diet :O


Fat Daniel squeezed me so tightly today that I think I've grown slimmer. (good!)





I LLOVE CHOIR I LOVE FB I LOVE YOU ALL I LOVE FOOD!

AND SO, I AM 15.



BUT IT FEELS THE SAME. ._.


(Classmates beside me just get lamer each day.)

This is the first time in my 15 years that I actually don't so look forward to my birthday. I don't shout countdown in class and I don't demand presents and I don't act like an idiot anymore. That's cool, I'm a grown up!!! :D


(Shit la, everyone's blogging my ugly pictures. You know, when you're sick, you have to admit that you look like a monster... Or something worse than that.)

Well, even though I wanted this day to be some forgotten-and-over thing, I still appreciate my friends running to Far East and making big cards with photos and planning this dinner for me!

I love the LZX's album from Aunty. I love the crumpler from my brother. I love the jacket from all those people, I love the heels from my sister(very cute)!F S WQ gave me this piggy bank, Weilin's mom gave me a bottle(Thanks!), and Darra and Rachel made me a very sweet card too! :D

SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. (:

(For the rest of you, please feel bad for forgetting my birthday, FEEL BAD FEEL BAD FEEL BAD!)



K, kidding, don't kill yourself. Thank you Ashley Weilin Guifang for your midnight smses too, even though I wasn't awake.

(Edwin's birthday is on 13th October, REMEMBER!)

Ohmygosh; I have damn damn damn lot of people to thank!

Thank You Vanetta Zhangmin Sookyi Weilin Kaiyun Lixuan Priscilla Spencer Chewei Darrell Ashley Manfred Joey Sophia Kelly Eugene Donavon Marilyn Nelson Xueming Wenlin Gilbert Benedict Boonkiat Waikiat Siying Hehan Aloysius Charlene Vanessa Bryan Amos Sebrina Destin Karkheng Jordan Sofia Wanqing Fiona

Love you guys. :D

(V ZM squeezed with a lot of ppl from different races in the MRT!)

(SY KY P did the big card for me with lots of pictures!)

(WL cheated me -.-)

I shall blog abt the celebrations yesterday on 20th. (:



Chewei says his gf next time sure will be slim and tall! Lx go jianfei! GOGOGO.

生病了!

Jialatxzc.

SYF's on wed. Get well soon. Also to Jiaxin and Siewhan.

On a side note,

I have to start studying SS.

Mrs Teo's having tests for Chapter 4 already but I still have no idea what Chapter 3 is about.

Looking for someone to study with me?

Congratulations to Dance getting Gold.

Well, Choir will get it too. Ha.

(Ok, I shall delete this post if choir doesn't get in -.-)

-.- says:
oh wait. i send yuo sth
asd says:
kk
-.- sends:
:D
Open(Alt+P)
-.- says:
!
-.- says:
byebye!
-.- says:
faster faster accept!! :D:D
-.- says:
oi -.- faster!!

-.-*just sent you a nudge.

asd says:
why give me
asd says:
i am not sookyi
-.- says:
: o !
-.- says:
stalker!!
-.- says:
you have my zilian!...
asd says:
.................................................
-.- says:
ok lah ok lah.
-.- says:
next time send you more ok? with my autograph one.
-.- says:
ok, dont disturb me i going eat
-.- say:
:D byebye!

This is my dad.



Now I'm playing Patapon. I just cleared the second mission, how to go on to the third? Aww, I'm still a noob at it. Shall nudge Zhangmin later.


My brother bought me a green crumpler for my birthday! Yeah, I was/am very very happy. I think it's the best birthday present so far in my 14 years, yeah deprived. -.- My family don't have the tradition of giving presents, pa feels it's a waste of money... And my brother bought it with his NS money! But again, with 100 dollars, we should modify the wii instead, cause I'm already using his black crumpler. And I was thinking of buying a school bag with the girls as well... Oh well. It's still a very good present. Thanks!!


I got 17/26(lost to both Ashley and Manfred) for E-maths but 35/44(won Ashley, same as Manfred) for A-maths. Cool, my A is better than E! (But the stats showed that I'm a boy. Mr Yao said girls did better in E-maths, and boys did better in A.)


And, INEQUALITIES STILL SUCK. What (lessthan) sign or (morethan) sign? GO AND DIE!! What plus what minus? My source of fustration.


Thanks Weilin for lending me your Maths notebook today, it helped me a lot!!!

Yesterday I went to church! I was so lazy to wake up, but Xueming kept calling.. And also proved to some people that I don't break promises. I heard that some people hate me, LOL. Well, nvm. It was good to see so many familiar faces there. :D

The starting was how I expected it to be. Songs and hands up in the air and all that, but no one cried. I was beside Melvin! A different Melvin, I guess, I think I was attracted to him for a minute or so when he was singing. LOL, like so sentimental, so not usual Melvin Ang.

The drama was good! I still can't forget it till now, it was sad. Jesus was whipped by the cane, and the sound effects were strong. It did touched my heart. But I have no intentions of becoming a Christian yet. Well,it's still a performance. I still don't get the part of "Let God into your lives, He'll solve all your problems." How is that possible? I was as shocked, again, to see how many people believed in Him. So obsessed with Him and so on.

Hmm.. And sorry Shangbo for not going to Cornerstone.. (I found people in your church alr!!!) But sorry ah... (I don't know how many times I say No to your church alr.)


I'm holy now! LOLOL.

Recently I've always been getting this really sucky feeling which I can't figure out where I got it from...


I feel like drowning myself with anything that I can drown myself with.



DIE MUNMUN DIE. Go to church tomorrow, LOL. But I'm very lazy.. And well, I'm not even a christian leh.

Nevertheless, today was a good day. I had fun being a bimbo. Thanks girls. And we all completed my Literature project, not bad. :D "Born models!"

You know... I feel that the way parents react to things have their own effects.

Yeah, recently I was feeling bad for coming home late. But today my mom kept calling, I don't know why too. Kept calling, and she told me that she'll lock the door or something like that. She screamed on the phone. Ok, and I didn't feel like going home at all.

Home= Scolding = Sian.

Vanetta got home late too and she smsed saying that she felt guilty cause her parents didn't scold her. They even treated her ice-cream! Cool!


So, yeah, I think these side effects make sense. I think kids can sense the guilt themselves. Or the wrong they're in. By screaming at me, it becomes the opposite.

I don't have the guts to leave home now. But kor once did that. We never know what can happen in future. Am I still very immatured?

Today was supposed to be a movie outing but it was cancelled! Sebrina had some house warming gathering party...

(Erm, it's not about being a hypocrite or not, I think don't be so sensitive la... Just enjoy yourselves and don't think so much. We are also having fun now at Sookyi's house. Don't fight, peace. Don't lie.)

Crazy woman Zhang is now taking her video and me and Lixuan are trying hard not to laugh, LOL.


I LOVE ALL OF YOU. 3/7 is a good class.

Dr Scott has lovely boobs.

Today is not as good as how it's supposed to be.


It's a Good Friday but where's the good in it?

For some reasons, I still feel like a sucker. I don't know, I'd probably feel better tomorrow if the girls around...

Bye kukus. Don't smoke.

Saw this at Benedict's blog, LOL!

Life sucks!

Srsly...


(1. I got cheated by Darrell/Hehan -.-)

(2. If only I can be as cute as Daniel... -.-)

Today was PRCS 9th Speech and something something Day...

And also the reason why I've been returning home so late lately.

It's kinda sad, I'm drifting away from my family. You know, we used to have dinners together every night. And now, my dad eats alone at the coffeeshop, my mom has no appetite, brother in army, my sister reaches home after 10, and yeah, me too.

Tomorrow's a public holiday, everyone will be at home. I thought of staying with my family...

But we were actually going to Sookyi's house. And Eugene (Lee) called me out too!


Speech Day was alright la, we had training at 12! Whoa. Ms Ong cleared all the mistakes with Altos, the worst section of choir.

After training, we had to take a NAP, so cool eh. LOL. Jiaying, Daniel, Yujing and I slept together! Sounds wrong. (-.-) But we didn't sleep at all cause we kept laughing and laughing.

Today I did makeup. Mascara was so cool man! Even though there was not much difference. I kept blinking when Felicia put it for me. Woo! And the curler thing was so scary...

Heels were painful. I like Choir. I'll go crazy after 22nd. I think Alicia(junior)'s a lesbian :O She's overly insane over me! Hahaha. I'm too cute, you see. xD.

Met Lixuan Zhangmin Vanetta for (2nd) dinner at Buddy Hoagies. Baked potato was awesome! And, I want to go Delifrance someday. They have the best potatoes.

It's currently 12.10, Goodnight.


(T.T)

I was at my junior's blog and I saw..

(http://lov-eology.blogspot.com/)

:O You see, people think I'm cute! I think I'm cute too. So, yeah, I AM!!!

Just admit it, fatties in class. Manfred thinks I'm cute too, LOL. Nonono, he didn't lie.

Daniel Fat Daniel Fat Daniel Fat!!!

Hi welcome to my new blogskin.

Well, it's a new look, no more boring plain white! :D I don't know if you people like it, but I do love it.

I've added the Titles for each entry, (I do not have titles in the past...).

Yeah, basically, the biggest change is the tagboard. It's a pop-up tagboard, so click on the "puchi-puchi" on the left.

Puchi-puchi is this toy Sookyi brings to school, and it has like 9 buttons. After 100 clicks, it will let out a weird sound. So, yeah, it's cute.

Rock on people. Lixuan likes to talk to herself, on her blog, and on my tagboard.

Now my Bold has become highlight, Italics has become oranged.

To all those who've been crying, it's time to stop! To those who are very worried, stop too!


Smile. (:


Have I found you? Or lost you?

Today is one of the most suckiest days these weeks.

Hall performance sucked. The whole hall laughed, yeah, it's not their fault that they don't know how to appreciate choir, but throughout the whole 2 songs, there wasn't a second of silence. And you know what's the best thing? The principal laughed at us too. My first reaction was to shut up and walk away. But, I can't do that. It's a choir.

2 of my seniors cried. Wtf, I am never going to sing on stage to the school again.

We've been putting in so much hard work and sacrificing lunch breaks. Seriously, shouldn't the principal be a little more supportive of us? Just buy a car, and die.

Z, be strong yeah, you'll survive! WE ALL LOVE YOU! I'll pray for you, amitabha.

GGF, be strong too. Enough tears!

Things will be good tomorrow. Have a good day tomorrow, don't smoke and don't be an ass. Don't throw staple bullets at me, or anyone. Thanks.


(Monday dinner with Guifang and Jesslyn at F&CX.)
(Tuesday dinner with Spencer and Donavon at KFC.)
(Wednesday dinner with Fishball girls for Steamboat.)
Jialat la, so fattening...

I'm at my aunt's house and I feel like sleeping man.



Looking for some entertainment, besides food.

COMING SOON MOVIES!:


17 Again. Zac Efron...


Handsome Suit, looks cute! :D


Reminds me of Heroes. Knowing.

OMG I have so much to say. I'm starting from Sunday. So let's pretend that I did the entry on that day itself. LOL



Quek's birthday present:

(http://www.ilovestage.com.sg/)


Sunday we went to Vanetta's house to watch Rule #1. It was a pretty interesting film and I screamed a little. Then we went to Far East to buy CW his birthday present. He's happy with the shirt and we (me, actually) all love the shirt too. We ate some weird Japanese Mogu? Some weird place and weird food. And bus-ed back. From Orchard. -.-


(HK/SG movie) (There's Fiona Xie! But she got fucked for the whole show, Darrell/Manfred said it. LOL.)


Rule #1: There are no ghosts.
..
Rule #4: They are all around you.


(Such a contradiction and I only understood the film after Vanetta's explanation.)


Weilin'/Vanetta:


(http://www.ilovestage.com.sg/)

OMG look it can be worn inside-out or the other way! But it's 131. So don't think about it.




Wednesday was April's Fool and we had so much fun in class. xD, both Ashley and Weilin were absent. So the two seats beside me were empty. I'm so hated.


We had so many stupid jokes in class. The empty-pen; I fooled Manfred Kaiyun Wanqing Zhangmin and Mr Chan. HAHAHA. They're all stupid people, ha.


"Derrick, can you help me check if my question 1 is correct?"
*passes him my paper and raises hand*


"Cher, Derrick's copying my work."


HAPPY POST POST POST APRILS FOOL! :D


After school, me Sookyi Vanetta went to buddy hoagies for spaghetti. And we gossiped a lot. I think Sookyi and I are both hated people, by different groups of people. :D



Thursday- Quite irritated by some P.E stuff. P.E teacher sucks. As much as my English/Chinese teachers. Anyway, I was late by 2 minutes cause I caught the wrong bus and I had not enough money to catch the next bus so I walked to school. WALKED. Woo, jian fei go!


Ate nice waffles with Lixuan and Vanetta.


Today! Performed at TPJC with all Ms Ong's choirs. Felt SO SO stressed up and didn't dare to sing. Wanted to cry. Jesslyn didn't come, (MY KINDERJOY LEH!) Ate with Guifang.



Jesslyn Guifang Alicia Charmaine, take care yeah. I don't know what I can do to help also. Take care all yeah..
Where have all the siaucharbors gone to? Last two weeks left. Jiayou.


KarKheng just taught me another bad word, which I am not going to say or use it. It's too mean but it's very funny. HAHA.



I love Fishball Chup people, and GIRLS YOU ROCK MORE THAN AHHAIS or something like that. (:


(One eat, ALL EAT!)



18 more days. And... Don't be in love.

So many things to say...


But oh well, another day. I feel like sleeping...